| sorry peoples for not posting for a very long time already . wells , kind of busy with my HISTORY PROJECT and my CLASS decoration for notice board for NATIONAL DAY . like what the hells . uber busy until i slept at 1am everyday . continously . FINALLY had my history project done. but for my class notice board OHMY ! i saw 103 notice board and it was like .. x= 105, 107 & 108 PIA-ED all the way today for the notice board . the teacher forced them to stay back and deco the notice board . AIYAS , 106 GOGOGO ! confirm steady chopchop win de lahhs , we've got so many articles to explain about singapore. LOLS , bhb siaks me . [: todayy after school , had to rush back to class to finish up my HISTORY PROJECT , hazirah & namirah had to go home straight after school to get their things for NCC , nadirah had to do a literature test . BORED . THANKYOUS jiawei korkor , XUANWEI korkor , JONATHAN korkor && justin daddy . BROTHERS& SISTERS for life ! they accompanied me to stay in the classroom to complete my project . i felt so lucky to have them as my primary school friends . i knew dhem since i was like primary 4? among all of them i know jonathan the longest . since pri 1 , imagine if we spent our seconrdary and primary school life together that we'll be like about 6-7 years . for jonathan 11 years . WOWS . [: finished everything at 3pm , at 2 or maybe 2.30 xuanwei, jonathan korkor left for BBALL training . justinDADDY went to find SHUTING his stead . and left jiawei korkor with me . Shared with him alot of my experiences me being sisters with sherri& joanne . LOADS of stuff . ILOVEhim loads lahhs . my precious korkor . [: dhen we went to 201 mac to eat , at the same time we saw justinDADDY, shuting and shuting's friend manting and the other girl . Ain't sure about her name . sat together with them and ate our lunch together . fter awhile went to 204 to slack , as usual . reached home about 7.20 pm . told mummy already . [: supposed to accompany mummy for shopping but she was late upon calling me . BORED. if not i could stay at 204 longer and pei qiuyan jiejie . Today at 204 , about 2.45 coming to 3 i went to yumin's busstop , at the side . went to talk with qiuyan jiejie . talked to her for about 1&1/2 hours . she shared with me alot of stuffs which made me kind of sad . tried talking to her , making her happy . in the end she was . & jie told me this sentence ' if i'm your BESTFRIEND , i'll treasure you till the end . cause i think that you're a kind of person who will not PANGSEH person so easily unless for certain reasons , always be there for the person no.1 when de person is sad or having any difficulties .' when i heard this sentence i strike back my thoughts . am i that kind of person ? hmms , all i know . my GANS are important to me . each and every single of them . no matter what difficulties i have i will always help them . Helping a person doesn't mean that you have to gain back some rewards . if you're requesting for a reward then you're a greedy person . helping a person comes from your heart with lots of love and sincerity . with patients and understanding i'm sure you'll help the person with a GREAT DEAL . had a big quarelled with joanne DARLING , To joanne darling , heys girls , i'm sorry for shouting and screaming at you so fiercely today . and sorry for asking you for a fight and demading you a sorry . i didn't mean to do it , cause when ever i'm fuming in flames i will not know what the fcuking hell i'm doing to the person whom i talking or quarelling with unless there's someone who tries to make me laugh lahhs . you knows , you & sherri are the 2 important people in my heart . without you guys i'll feel super boring , without you guys i'll won't feel happy in my everyday life . i wouldn't be so that HYPER ACTIVE . i dislike people who ain't steady with what they say . Just now , you said that you're going to borrow from me a dollar . you and sherri . i passed you guys with a $5 note and end up with a change of $1.50 . if you guys are in my shoe what will you guys feel ? trying to cheat my money ? this few days i'm trying my best to save as much money as i can cause i've want to buy something in my mind for a very long time already . and that remaining money i had to use it for my dinner , and you guys spend all of it . imagine if you're wanting to buy dinner for yourself and you're sisters just used it as if its their own money and spend how much they like . how would you feel of course angry yeas ? since you guys knowing that you don't have enough money dhen why did you guys spent most of your money eating PASTAMANIA ? isin't that a waste of money ? why don't you guys eat at food court and maybe keep the remaining money for the later part at 204 when you're thirsty ? i've already tried my best not to spend , but because of you guys i don't have a proper dinner to eat . how miserable can it be when you guys have mom and a maid to help you cook . my mum is supporting the whole family nows , of course i'm also having financial problems , my ALLOWANCE used to be $50 a week , i cutted down my allowance by myself and it turned out to be $30 . i sacrificed alot for my family already just to make them happy and satisfied in what i'm doing . now the only thing and duty i've got to do is to ACE my results with amazing colours , SAVE loads of $$ and keep my table neat and clean . hais , its already over lahhs . sherri jie also have her problems at home with her DA JIE . joanne , i know you've admitted that you're attitude scuks this few weeks , cause of your moodswings . i don't know why are you that special , you can actually feel that you're having moodswing . so POWER . ! just joking lahhs . but sometimes , you have to actually control your temper whads . you just can't because of some small small things dhat we DI-SIAOED you and you're angry . eventhough sometimes we do hide things away from you is because we don't want to make the things worser , UNDERSTAND mahhs my baby girl ? everyone will always be there for yous . just go and reflect upon yourself . how are you going to continue your life with your attitude acting like this ? you can't go far . TRUST me . everysingle thing that i say comes true . do you think sleeping in class helps you improve your results ? do you think you can learn anything while you're sleeping or not paying attention ? do you think that by dolling yourself until very pretty will it help you in your studies ? everything LEADS to a NO . you're already having a BOY by your side , whats the point of making yourself so pretty and let more boys get attracted to yous ? you see ? i've got so many question marks in my mind . you tell me how to share it with you whenever we want to share this things with you , you'll get angry so that easily and give us attitude of defending yourself and not going to change . go ahead and think lahhs . will this help you anot ? will it help you to change your character into a better person ? you said that you're trying to change , alright every body needs time to change . no want can be so SUPERB and change instantly unless you're a robot lahhs . if we don't see any changed in yous dhen i seriously don't know what to do to yous already . don't be too vulgaritive in school or anywhere else whenever you're not with dexter . try and control, maintain yourself . hitting people in school is like WTHELLS . just think , shouting doesn't solve de prblem . the problem will only be solved when you're much more calmer and when you can talk things much clearly . SORRY for raising my voice at you and showing you my hands clenched tightly as if i want to beat you up . i'm so sorry to frighten you in this manner . my dear girl ILOVEYOOS . i'm not crying is because i'm sad . i'm crying is because i'm TOO MAD already . and when i'm mad i'll clenched my fist and my lungs will feel very choked up cause of the sensation of SCREAMING . AHHS~ [: everything's alright already . i can put my mind at peace . finally relax after a long day and busy week . [: tmr's carmenLEONG jiejie the birthday , 4august (: jiemeis 184 . i've known carmen since i was in pri1 and we're still contacting each other . JIE iloveyous . }-``brina .*` ` && she ain't that girl whom people think she is . she's a good girl who carries a book all the time with her . SMILES ;D ILOVE all my GANS especially SHERRI, JOANNE , JOSHUAdaddy, JOSHUAkam, QIUYANjie, STEPH aiiaii , NICkorkor, XUANWEI, JIAWEI, JONATHAN , JUSTIN , KENkor & vivian jie .! |