| sorry for not blogging the past few days , kind of STUCKED up at home . saturday , went out with joshuaDADDY , ahkam . many many people . [: reached home at 8.30pm , had my dinner . SHIOK~ SUNDAY , NIGHT went ouy with mummy to PASAMALAM , it was the last day . thank god we went , if not it will be a total WASTE . bought some food for our dinner , dhen went to century sqaure to eat and munch those food that we've bought . yesterday , after school had lunch with my DARLINGS at tampines mall tepanyaki . after on , we went to century square toilet SLACKED there . and my eyes went totally RED . i felt some irritation on it , as dhere's like some stupid small small litlle stone in my eye which made me so FRUSTRATED . went to the optician shop nearby , bought the solution . asked the uncle for help with my CONTACT LENS . oh yeas , while we were there as in when we reached the toilet , JOANNE started asking me for my phone to ZILIANED . i asked her why ? WHY ? and she said , i've not been changing my friendster , msn dp for a very long time and i went ohhhhhhh. from the time we started into the toilet and when she asked me for the phone , and when me and sherri went to the optician shop she was still sitting there taking . shall not talk about that already . quickly rushed home as i got to reach home early . FCUK ahhs . i don't like going home so early lahhs .even though i know is for my own GOOD sake . in the end , reach home early also got something bad happened in my family . its like is totally my fault for being LAZY . i seriously regretted lahhs . THANKS to me and my whole family is like this . i feel so disgraced that mummy actually beated me . NEVER EVER in my whole life since i was young , mummy has never used her own BEAR hands to beat me . At that moment of time , i was seriously upset with myself . i was talking to myself , look what you have done to your family , making them upset , sad , angry . is this want you want ? you guys may find me strange talking to myself comforting myself . wells i'm a kind of person who doesn't likes to trouble people . i would rather settle the problem all by myself . spending time alone makes me reflect what and where which area have i done wrong and from there try and make some effort to change . i guess, now i have a phobia of hearing people quarell infront of my own eyes . ever since i was 4 years old , i started hearing my parents quarell and it will be a very serious matter . its been 9 years , its the pain when you hear your parents or brother quarelling . GODDDDDD ! after my dinner , korkor passed me something to read which i felt UBER useful , it was all about time management , self dicipline and what people go through . now people let me ask you a question , do you have an aim in the future or a goal in mind ? if you don't then you better get it nows , a person who doesn't has an aim or goal in mind ain't gonna be a SUCCESSFUL person in life . trust me . everyday , those little tasks that you accomplish will considered a GOAL , and those little task will lead you to your AIM IN THE FUTURE . as you've been working hard daily without fail . THATS a good thing ayes ? people who are always pleasing people , please stop that . you're just wasting your time and the other party's time . and YOU pleasing people is so shameful . as you're dragging people in IN what you're doing and thats not a very good thing . we people kill our time by not planning our stuffs properly or maybe even slacking and not even doing anything . do not let TIME THIEFS kill your time , as they will know your weakness point . wells , i guessed i've said more then enough for today and i think i should have sufficient rest nows . TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF people ! nothing is ever too late . do not give up in whatever you're doing , GOO ALL THE WAY , be opstimistic . thats the RIGHT attitude to have in order to SUCCEDD in life . }-``brina LOVES all her gans 102% tiongxim ILOVE sherri , joanne , joshua daddy , vivian , ahkam & lastly KEN KORKOR [: |